32/52: Dissolve
It's been quite... a difficult journey I've been having for the past week or so. There's a lot of questioning and self-doubt and as an artist I'm just stretched in so many different directions at the current moment. I really need to start thinking where I'm going in terms of my art and how to start identifying myself as the type of artist I am.
Ultimately this is basically where I sort of have to take a moment to re-evaluate my life decisions. I'm not sure where this path of evaluation will take me and I'm terrified at where it'll end up...but I'm currently drowning in so much doubt and fear of myself and my talents It's poisonous. I feel like I'm drifting away every single day.
Today/tonight is the time for me to really start focusing on the directions I'm going in my life. I hope you guys can support me in this journey--I need a lot of love and encouragement right now.
I promise I'll be a lot braver after this but I'm not ready to throw in the white flag just yet!
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